Here I am back in the circle again. It has been a moment of impulse then that I quit to pursue being a FA. Though not entirely slacking, but i got more time for myself. and during this time, i spent it having all sorts of thoughts.
it happens again. the thoughts of doubt. doubting myself. doubting that achieving and being the best of me can be done. now i think i am pretty sure that its me myself thats doing harm to myself. the lack of belief in myself for i always think i have nv done anything right. this feeling of self doubt and despair can spell the very downfall of me.
yes i am young, 25, but times just pass. a day and another day. if this persists, what is another 10yrs given to me? i will waste it and in the end, 70 yrs old i will still be nothing. how do i break out of this? how do I gain faith... questions i have been asking myself since 2005 and here i am back again in this circle...
Embrace Change
Monday, October 19, 2009
Change is the only thing constant in this world
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