Real?
When days just pass like that....
Morning
Work
OT
Watch TV
Day end, sleep
it really brings me to the point of thinking, where and what is the point. I guess it is pretty morbid for a 25yr old to think in that direction.
"Whats that horseshit? That thoughts aint for you man. Its for some old fart rotting in some wooden shack by the river." Thats what a sane person would say to me.
"Godamn. You got some good years in front of you.
You just got to wait and be patient.
Your time will come."
When are those thoughts going to end. Running in circles. When can I see the path of light where I can walk through with ease and comfort. Some of the days how i wish i can cast everything away, plunge into the pool or into a void where there is silence and peace.
Dark. pure. no thoughts. no gravity. no rules. eyes closed.
Just what is real.....
