Embrace Change

Me, myself and I

What is me is still the same old me, regardless what might have changed in the course of my life for these past mths.

I got a gf, i threw my money into some nonsense, giving rise to more and more commitments and i hardly had time to juggle between all of them. Sometimes i am becoming despondent that my life is still on a stand still. It does not take much mind cracking to find out the factor that has been anchoring me down.

Myself.

I hate my irresoluteness and weak will that had brought forth a stop to my self-development. I have the tendency to give up and feed myself with pessimism when the going gets tough. Truly as the saying goes, "tough times dun last, tough ppl do", i am unable to achieve being that tough man standing. Certain times i possess bursts of energy to improve but only to be set back later by myself. I am getting sick of the cycle but seems like i cant help it.

If only i am more optimistic and determined, my life would have been better......

posted by Charlie @ 1:05 PM