What?!
What happened? Another case of Murphy's law. It all went wrong and I do not know where I am, where do I stand, what am I doing and what am I supposed to do. Am I not to do anything right?
Yes. No.
I am so caged up in the shadows of my past. So much I wanted walk out but the claws of inferiority is pulling me back so readily when I faced a great adversity.
Theories theories. So much going thr my head, often conjuring an false image of myself in contrast to my natural apprehensive and paranoid self.
Am I not too cowardice as to affirm myself.
Maybe no.
In retrospect, maybe what I did was right. After all its a whole lot truth of my feelings while all the time it might not be something she want to hear.
Well, I should really start being truthful and stop denying myself.
Believe in urself cheewee.
